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a new blog skin :D
thanks to my dumb bell sis :P
P.S: i love u though u irritate me

my main reason y m bloggin now its cos an tv show as inspired me to do so

was taking a break frm studyin for my examz
i switched on the tv && as usual fiddling with the remote control
as i was bored
as i was browsing through the channels,i stopped at channel 5 to watch the
"The Oprah Winfrey show"

i must say its the 1st time i was watching the show

i was realli inspired by today's show

Oprah Winfrey was interviewing Mitch Albom the author of

For One More Day is the story of a mother and a son, and a relationship that covers a lifetime and beyond. It explores the question: What would you do if you could spend one more day with a lost loved one?

As a child, Charley “Chick” Benetto was told by his father, “You can be a mama’s boy or a daddy’s boy, but you can’t be both.” So he chooses his father, only to see the man disappear when Charley is on the verge of adolescence.

Decades later, Charley is a broken man. His life has been crumbled by alcohol and regret. He loses his job. He leaves his family. He hits bottom after discovering his only daughter has shut him out of her wedding. And he decides to take his own life.

He makes a midnight ride to his small hometown, with plans to do himself in. But upon failing even to do that, he staggers back to his old house, only to make an astonishing discovery. His mother -- who died eight years earlier -- is still living there, and welcomes him home as if nothing ever happened.

btw that is the book review

it then struck me,if i had 1 more day to live with the 1 i lost who wld it be && how wld i spend the time with them

"Everyone has experienced the pain of losing someone they love. What if you could spend one more day with them?"

if i had that magic wand to wave && say i wld spend the time with my mother

the gorgeous queen who gave birth to me && brought me into tis world

if i had tat wish granted means,i think not 1 day wld be enough for me say, " thanks", "sorry" && " i love u" cos tis wrds does not cum out of the mouth tat easily as they are very difficult to say

i really wish to read tat book, so soon i gonna buy it i guess :P

in tat show,many said they wanna meet their fore-grandparents, uncle, husbands but no1 said mother

another person who realli inspired me was

Mr & Mrs Richard Carlson

Carlson passed away last yr due to his health
but he knew he was gonna leave soon

but before tat he wrote tis book i mus say which is for his wife

as Kristine was reading a particular love letter by his husband
she started crying
as those words are realli said by the bottom of the heart

An Hour to Live, and Hour to Love is Richard's letter to his beloved Kris, and her heartfelt response. Both an intimate look inside a special relationship and a gift to the many people whose lives were changed by Richard's work, it will have readers everywhere wondering how they themselves would answer these questions.

tis was the qns tat was asked

"if you had one hour to live and could make just one phone call, who would it be to? What would you say? And why are you waiting?"

both the books are different but they hav sumthing in common

i wish those who are reading my blog
would ponder on that qns tat was asked
&& ask urself

so the moral of the story is
we dun hav much time on earth, but whateva time we hav now
treasure ur loved ones && ppl ard u
once they are gone, there is nth else u can do but onli hav the feeling of regret
which wld haunt u till the end
being haunted,the feeling is realli terrible

alrites i had my say alr
got to get bk to my studies now
if not the king of my hse wld nag at me again

tmr is my PRELIMS!!!!
arghhhhhh
&& the 1st paper is a content subject
Social Studies && Eng

i hav a long day tmr ):

takkaire all, loves many :D

`m$.KiRtHi

Labels: life is a drama

I gave you my promise

on Monday, August 25, 2008; 2:15 PM

it all started cos of u

i realize that i haven been blogging
as many knws abt my laziness :P
but of course that is not an excuse for me not to blog

being sick for the past 5 days seriously drives me crazy
esp missing sch for 2 days
haiz!!! its saddening

it all started cos of my stupid flu,on friday nite
i knew it wld not stop && it led to mild fever
then as hrs past by my temp increasing
it wen up to 38.9 ):

despite of my fever i still wen for bhajan on sat
at kumari anni's hse
i tried singing ended up straining my voice
guess wad??
through out the whole bhajan i was blowing my nose
&& ended up finishing the whole tissue box

tats hw bad is my flu ppl
i cld not slp,cld not eat felt more like bed ridden

mon wen to poly clinic
i saw sanjeev && his mom
but i was not myself
was staring up at the space
lost in my own world perhaps

but i saw hw he cuddled his mom
&& wished my mum was there too )):
missed those times of cuddling
its the most soothing thing ani1 cld ever get
but mine is gone
so i cld onli think abt it onli but can't wish for it ani more

okay back to reality
as i was saying i wen to doc rite
he gave me a whole list of medication
i was like????

he asked me if i needed another day of mc
but i said i do not need it
cos i thought my fever wld drop
&& he said if my fever does not go dwn to normal temp
mus go bk on wed to do blood test
:(

i m kinda of gal who can't swallow tablets
i wld crush them, if not dissolve them in water
or if not best of all dun take them

i tried various ways in taking those BIG BIG tablets
but ended up throwing them away to the bin
tats hw rich i m!!!

on tat nite,my fever suddenly shoot up
&& guess wad another day to visit the doc
wit my dad too
so today,i woke up && got ready to visit the clinic again
but before tat had breakfast
then to the clinic

the doc changed my flu medicines
he asked me wad was my discomfort
then i tld him my FLU
he smiled && changed it for me

tmr i wld be returning to sch again
its like i can't wait for
my exams are like next wk
&& m falling sick tat fast
haven't been studying for the past few days due to my neva ending sickness

Happy 17th Birthday to my babes
Yamunarani d/o Selvaraj && Fazila Farvin
to my both friends
happy b'day galz
may god bless u ppl
&& may all ur wishes cum true on tis special day
I love u darling
11yrs && more to our neva ending friendship on the up cuming yrs

hav to take my medicines && rest now
takkaire && loves all

`m$.KiRtHi

Labels: sickness is driving me crazy

I gave you my promise

on Tuesday, August 19, 2008; 11:55 AM

proud of myself :D

time check: 5:O6pm 140808 :D

wen eva i blog,my entry wld onli be posted 1 day or may be latest by 2days
haizzz
but its okae
better then nothing rite

the main purpose of my blog was to announce tat i hav
PASSED my TAMIL Os ((:
B3
i got my result 120808 :)

i did my best
as sum of them knws my tamil standard
its worse
but i cld hav gotten an A2 if i did my orals well
but i flunk it

i was mind blocked
i cried aft the orals
but it was no use
ended up getting
MERIT :(
but m not re-taking it

now m down with 4 more subjects to go for my Os
i still can't believe tat i passed my tamil
it was actualli a big hurdle for me to cross

but I MADE IT ((:
double the happiness

the saddest part is tat
to be noted::
Prelims: 12 days (1 wk & 5 days)
Olevel: 65 days ( 9 wks & 2 days)

time is seriously running fast
come on man!!
its like the fast paced world
wad u expect

m realli doing my best
may be i sld say m slacking
but i hav no more time to slack alr

my tamil Os result is an eye opener for me
&& its also an lesson to me
hard work do pays off
i meant
the amt of hard work u put in,is wad u wld get at the end of the day

okay so i jus came to say tat
got to run
getting bored in here

takkaire && loves all
god bless && hav a great wk + weekend ahead

`m$.KiRtHi

Labels: eye opener

I gave you my promise

on Thursday, August 14, 2008; 5:24 PM

chubbalious

Now i must say welcum to the mth AUGUST!!!
i know its been 11days since july has gone && it has welcum-ed august
haiz days are going too fast for me to handle

there are many things tat m still waiting for the last min
its a bad habit
but i can't help it,i can't kick out frm it

hmm my tamil results is gonna be out tmr i guess
but m scared
all i want is at least an A2
plsh god
i did my level best
&& all the best to those who are getting bk their results too
GOD BLESS!!!

many hav asked me what i planning to do aft my Os
as i hav said before
i wanna go to poly to take nursing
tats has been my dream && so is my mum's dreams as well
she always wanted to see me in tat uniform

i feel very restlest nowadays
can say m tooo tired
haven been having ani dreams
but m having tis weird person who does the waking me up thingy
till now i dun knw who is it
m not telling a joke
but tis is happening for real

tis person wakes me up before my dad does
keeps me company
but till now it has not done ani harm to me
in a way tats good
but if tat person is a evil thingy i hope it leaves me soon
if it is an angel plsh stay wit me && grant my wishes to cum true

nowadays m tooo into puzzles
where eva i go,i bring it along
jus like my mum
it was her favo
trust me
her bag was once full of those books
maybe 2-3 bks
she can do it faster then me

but m soo addicated to it
may be it runs in my blood
hahaha

aniway got to run now
i wanna scream
LOUD!!!!

ohh forgot to tell the most important thingy
I HAV PUT ON WEIGHT ON MY CHEEKS
m like too chubby alr
haizz
many say baby face
aiyoo
it reminds me of my baby pics
i used to be a FAT WHITE CHINESE pig
trust me && tooo chubby
can like pinch like tat
i was looking through my pics
OMG!!!
tis is SADDDD
:(

now i hav to go
gonna scream loud

`|i| m$.KiRtHi

Labels: scream my name

I gave you my promise

on Monday, August 11, 2008; 2:35 PM